Quarantine



Hi, today i will talk about qurantine and how this has been affecting me...

This period has been not so good, i have been feeling very low, like sad and angry, i really hate not to go outside and not because im afraid of the virus, im afraid of the military forces on the streets... I really hate them, thats not the way to control this thing.

I cannot use all the spaces at my home because is not so big, is very stressfull not have a own room...
My family is watching tv all the day until the night and i cannot concentrate... I have to be very silent and sometimes that pisses me off.

Every day i am waking up very late, my entire family is waking up at that time, and then we eat an then i start doing the university stuff and try to take time to advance personal proyects. My brother have a computer and sometimes when i doenst have classes (he have classes at the same time of mine) i borrow the laptop, but is not very productive...

I cant really recomend something because i cant take this so nicely, this have been silently affecting me, and i realized that in many panic attacks, anguish and nonsense discussions with people that make me be very confused...

I really hate that the virus take away some people i knew down... thery are dead now, they were not so near to me, but were good people that in the past were crucial.
And the curfew and the military forces...  I just cant say that i dont hate that...
By the way, i try to do stuff to not fall on depressing thoughts.

Thats the only thing i can recomend, not so much, and not so posittive but im being sincere, i dont like this so much, i like to spend time in my house alone, but being in house because a virus and most dangerous thing the military forces putting millonaire fines... (Just one of that and my entire family will fell down... Go to buy vegetables to the ''feria'' is a kind of dangerous because they are with guns intimidating people that is OBVIOUS THEY ARE THERE JUST TO BUY SOMETHING TO EAT... I hate them...)

Ok, im being very low right now, being with my family is nice too, i love spend time with my cats, my cats really put me in a nice mood.
I hope to see my friends, and my special person soon... I really miss them... The first thing i will do, when this period ends, is walk a lot talking with my friends, and maybe cry, but walk, yes, i really want to walk a lot.

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