Dreams and stuff

When i was a kid, i dreamed about to be a scientist and ride ovnis, and i thought about art like something out of my sight and capacities.
I always have the fantasy of being an artist, and so i dreamed to be an astronomer.
I remember that i wanted to become a werewolf when i grow up jaja.
I start to drawing when i was a kiddo, and then i thougt it like a hobby.

In the moment of take a decision, i wasnt sure of what to do...  I was depressed and for terapist recomendation i didnt start inmediatly studying at university and i took a year to think about it.

I have in my choices to study music, (drum interpretation) or composition, art, and  film making...
But i decided of art because i won a free scholarship...
(Music was to much expensive).
I didnt take the astronomer choice because im a waste of time at maths.

My experience in the univesity are not the big deal...
The first year they try to make you out i think... dunno, the pression is unnecesary and i didnt learn to much...  the second year is different, that was a year that i can say i learned something and i liked it more, that was better...
im not good at social spaces, so i dont like so much places like school or university, my experience was not bad, but not good...  i think that resume it well...

Im not sure what i want to do after all of this end... I dont really know if the society will be just like all this year until now... All is a kind of screwed up, so i dont really know...
I want to make art and expose it, i want to play with my bands and travel the world cause of it, if its possible i want to do it, and maybe doing classes at university when i grow old...
Nothing is clear, and never was clear at all, so im improvising and planning at the same time the world changes...